All numbers exert vibrations from both sides of our world, both light and dark. Therefore, in any Universal Month and Year you can expect to see both constructive and destructive influences. Since we all have choice, people can bring forward whatever traits they wish. Some people will be more influenced by the constructive aspects, while others will be prone to the destructive impressions. However, it is more likely that each of us will feel the effects of each, both constructive and destructive. Now, let us look at the influences for August 2010, which is a 2 Universal Month in a 3 Universal Year.

2 is the number of cooperation, partnership, consideration and sensitivity. Therefore, this month will require that attitude in all areas of your life. Combined with the 3 Universal Year influence, you can expect to have never-ending optimism this month. However, recognize that 2 is the number of indirect force…therefore, you may not see rewards directly by the month’s end. Instead, a partner or someone else may receive the recognition.

Since the number 2 also has a very diplomatic influence, you have the opportunity to set any record straight should another receive credit for your efforts. However, it is imperative that you do not allow anger to be involved. It is best to come from a point of benefit to others, not one of self-centeredness, in order for things to go smoothly. Remember, this month is not about direct power, but rather one of indirect strength. Therefore, be constructive and all will go favorably.

This approach is equally important with regards to your relationships. You may be in a good position to smooth out any old disagreements that may have existed among those close to you. This is your opportunity to serve as a peacemaker. Again, you may not be involved directly in these disputes since this month is one of indirect energy.

This month is a great month for romance. It is highly favorable. You are very sensitive to the needs of others, as well as you may have very strong feelings yourself. Take advantage of your good communication skills this month. Do not be timid or shy about your feelings. Tell your lover how you feel, but do not exaggerate. If you do, you may come away depressed, rather than happy. However, you have the capacity to understand your lover on a more emotional level this month. Therefore, it is likely this will be a very good month for you and your lover.

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Every effort has been made to represent these predictions and their potential accurately. However, there is no guarantee about you or your life using this material.

Cindy L. Herb disclaims any warranties (express or implied) for any purpose and shall in no event be held liable to any party for any direct, indirect, punitive, special, incidental or other consequential damages arising directly or indirectly from any use of this material, which is provided ‘as is’, and without warranties.

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“One of us must die,” is the mantra of Lee Thames a bi-polar, sexually driven woman who additionally suffers from multiple-personality disorder. She escapes from a mental hospital where she was confined after an unsuccessful suicide attempt, and spends a reflective five hours, hiding in her home, preparing for the perfect murder. She takes the reader on a rough ride, with her multiple personalities, through an abusive childhood, raging sexual encounters with multiple partners, and life-threatening outbursts that culminate in the act she is preparing to commit.

Cindy L. Herb’s Review of In and Out of Madness by N. L. Snowden 

“N. L. Snowden has written an incredible account of a woman tormented by mental illness in her riveting new debut novel, In and Out of Madness. Once you begin reading, you will not be able to put the book down until you have finished it! The author is a master of her words, carefully guiding you along on her painful, sex-filled, deluded journey. Her words mimic the delicate brush-strokes of a seasoned painter, giving you both highs and lows, yet all working together to provide a vivid, chilling portrait of the life and struggle of Lee Thames, the narrative’s central character. The book is an accurate account of some destructive consequences of neglect and abandonment as a child, along with being subjected to inappropriate, abnormal childhood sex.  Shocking in its detail, the book ultimately shows you the triumph of the human spirit, despite any circumstance.” –  Cindy L. Herb, Author of Awakening the Spirit:  The Open Wide Like a Floozy Chronicles, http://www.cherbchronicles.com/.

As you can see from the above, I highly recommend reading this great non-fiction book. In and Out of Madness by N. L. Snowden, in my opinion, is a fantastic read.

1. losing your job;
2. getting sick, with either a physical ailment or mental illness;
3. being sexually, mentally, and/or physically abused;
4. becoming addicted to drugs, alcohol, or sex;
5. losing your home or business;
6. being accused of a crime, or imprisoned;
7. having to go through bankruptcy;
8. having to endure being socially outcast; or
9. 9.    you injured yourself accidentally—you ‘fell on your butt.’  

Countless other things have caused people pain throughout their lives. Whenever you experience suffering and are beaten down by life, how do you get back up? Careful analysis of the details of an actual fall can provide insight into how to rise up from the ground once you fall down.
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Surprise!
The first thing that occurs when a person falls down is that they go into shock. Usually when you fall, it comes from out of nowhere. You are walking along and BAMM—down you go! It happens so quickly you may wonder, ‘How did I even get to this place?’ Furthermore, many times, you may even ignore there is a problem—you are in denial. Before you can move forward, you must first absorb the shock that you are down on the ground. You must evaluate your situation so that you may make adjustments going forward.

Pain Realized
A slip and fall situation usually causes some kind of pain, which is not always immediately felt at the time of trauma. There could be a delayed reaction, albeit possibly very short. You are hurt. In addition, you may be embarrassed by your perceived blunder. However, recognize that you are not alone, as you are not the first (or the last) person to be in your current situation. All of us ‘fall down’ sometime in our lives.

Choice
It may be easier to stay down. After all, you may have been down so long that you are comfortable ‘in the gutter.’ Therefore, you may simply want to wallow in self-pity. Nevertheless, this is not beneficial. Moreover, you simply may be afraid to move for fear of additional pain. However, before you can begin to rise up, you have to decide a change is needed.

Anger
You have decided to try to get back up. However, it hurts like heck. You immediately begin to get angry. You want to blame someone for your pain. It could be you blame others, but more often, you just blame yourself for your supposed stupidity. However, acknowledge that holding destructive emotions will not solve your problem or heal your pain. In fact, they will simply delay your progress. Therefore, it is beneficial to dissolve anger, shame and guilt.

Move
You have crossed over into an important phase—you actually move. However, depending on the severity of your injuries, you may not be focused enough to actually get up. Your pain may be great, blurring your senses. Therefore, you may not be teetering on the edge of another setback. Before you take any action to move, remain focused on your effort. Furthermore, take your time to steady yourself for the change.

Help!
In the end, you may need the assistance of others. However, now is not the time to exert your independence! Willingly accept the gifts and kindness of others, allowing them the opportunity to be generous.

It is not easy to overcome adversity. When you fall down, it is not always apparent that something constructive may have actually occurred. Sometimes, it is revealed to you later. Indeed, you may never understand in this lifetime why you endured such trauma. However, if you reflect on any fall you have had in your life, recognize the possible benefit that you may have reaped from that event. After all, did you learn something, no matter how insignificant it may appear to you? Yes, the spirit of God is working as the Great Teacher within you—He is refining you to reach a higher spiritual level.

Balance of Power – Spiritual Meaning of Declaration of Independence

Let the Colorful Light Within You Shine Brightly

http://www.aweber.com/b/mwi4

All numbers exert vibrations from both sides of our world, both light and dark. Therefore, in any Universal Month and Year you can expect to see both constructive and destructive influences. Since we all have choice, people can bring forward whatever traits they wish. Some people will be more influenced by the constructive aspects, while others will be prone to the destructive impressions. However, it is more likely that each of us will feel the effects of each, both constructive and destructive. Now, let us look at the influences for July 2010, which is a 1 Universal Month in a 3 Universal Year.

The number 1′s influence is one of beginnings. In reality, 1 is the first number in an epicycle that runs from 1 through 9. Therefore, it is a time for initiating projects. After last month’s emotional turbulence and month of completion, this month will be a welcome change, as you may feel that anything is possible.

In any 1 Universal Month, a person can expect a pioneering spirit, strong leadership skills, extraordinary will and determination, courage, great executive abilities, and an individualistic style. In addition, as can be expected with any number, one must not overlook any possible 1 Universal Month destructive influences, which include a tendency to be overly assertive or aggressive, egotistical, impulsive, dominating, willful and boastful.

When you combine a 1 Universal Month tendencies with the overall influence of a 3 Universal Year, there is an overwhelming opportunity to be more creative, optimistic, inspirational, original, imaginative, and happy than at any other time of this calendar year. In other words, the 1 Universal Month influence can heighten the overall 3 Universal Year tendencies since it is a month to begin anew.

Therefore, if you want to change something in your life, whether it is career, finances, or relationships, now is the time to do so. Furthermore, the more gusto you put forward, the better the chance of success. Now is not the time to be timid about making changes; you have a great chance to overcome any challenge this month.

However, mindful of destructive influences, it is important that you are not overly self-centered and brag about your plans and accomplishments. If you do, your opportunities may instead become challenges.

You will have occasion to mix and socialize more effectively this month, possibly bringing new friends, acquaintances and lasting business contacts. Therefore, go out and network, as it can be very beneficial this month.

For those of you who are single, this is a month were you could meet someone new. However, the union may not last, even though it appears happy, rewarding, passionate and intense. Until next month, hope you put to good use this month’s numerology predictions.

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Cindy L. Herb has used her best efforts in preparing these predictions and any accompanying materials and therefore, makes no representation or warranties with respect to the accuracy, applicability, fitness, or completeness of the above predictions. The information contained herein is strictly for entertainment purposes. Therefore, if you wish to apply the concepts from this information, you are taking full responsibility for your actions.

Every effort has been made to represent these predictions and their potential accurately. However, there is no guarantee about you or your life using this material.

Cindy L. Herb disclaims any warranties (express or implied) for any purpose and shall in no event be held liable to any party for any direct, indirect, punitive, special, incidental or other consequential damages arising directly or indirectly from any use of this material, which is provided ‘as is’, and without warranties.

A Reason for the Confusion—Words Have Power
All of us have heard the saying, “Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can never hurt me.” However, any of us knows that this is not true for most, as we may have learned to react to words instead of letting them “roll off of us like water on a duck.” Indeed, if words did not have meaning, many people would never be in any kind of loving interaction, whether it is constructive or destructive.

It is important for people to choose their words carefully, for if they do not, they may inadvertently harm another. If your love is telling you that they love you, yet on the other hand, they are refusing to commit to you, and they are still involved with another, it may be a time to take a hard look at the facts. It is precisely because words do carry power that you may now be confused with a current relationship.

You Can See The Answer Right in Front of You
Yes…words do carry power. However, as you look for resolution to any unhappy situation, you can sift through the words being tossed at you by focusing on what is inside someone’s heart. You can meditate to help you find the answers. However, a person’s physical actions are always a reflection of what they truly desire—actions speak louder than words. The spirit of God within you is showing you the answers! Look at your desired one’s actions. Are they with you now or do they continue to make excuses? The choice for happiness is yours—but you must also take action. If you are unsure, let their physical actions guide you.

Why the Sky May Seem Like it is Falling

Crying – The Rain to Wash Away the Dirt of the Past

http://www.aweber.com/b/fZP8

Recent statistics estimate that approximately one-half of all married men and women search for intimacy outside their marriage. Note that these numbers do not include the many other relationships where marriage is not involved but where there is still an expectation of commitment. In addition, most people who cheat will lie about their infidelity. Therefore, no one really knows the true numbers of people in troubled relationships, being unfaithful to their partners.

Regardless, it is evident there are numerous instances of such behavior. Therefore, it may be beneficial to examine this situation in more detail to determine why it is so prevalent and how to handle it effectively.
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Why look elsewhere for companionship?
So why would a married person or someone already in a committed relationship seek physical or emotional companionship with another person? Indeed, if someone were truly happy in their marriage, or significant relationship, it would seem that they would not be hunting for something outside of it. Oftentimes, when questioned afterwards about their roaming activities, people will admit that the person they are currently involved with is not meeting their needs. Therefore, they look elsewhere.

Why is someone not meeting your needs?
Meeting the needs for you—what does this mean? Does this not signify a feeling of being unfulfilled, or empty? Cheating spouses and partners will often assert, after the fact, that they still love their significant other tremendously. So how you may ask, can someone feel their needs are unmet when they still ascertain they think the world of their significant other? 

However, let us consider, for a moment, an idea. A relationship is simply a microcosm of a person’s life, or reality. Therefore, if a man or woman feels that something is missing in a relationship, does that permit the feeling of being incomplete? Furthermore, if you are not whole, you must be outside of something, and lacking in some capacity. Yes, you love your spouse or partner. However, might something more profound be going on that may have added to your temptation to be untrue to your love?

A Solution
I discovered several years ago that I was reacting to certain situations because I had the reality that I was outside of everything. However, I have since determined that all of us are part of every aspect of God and the universe. How many of you have been taught that God is everywhere and that He is everything, encompassing all? If that is so, His light also includes us—we are part of Him and He is part of us.

Therefore, might it be more beneficial to recognize that each of us is already whole? Analyzing the statement from shaman Charles Crooks, “We are all part of the whole, and not separate” can offer an effective way to change your current reality. When you realize you are part of the whole of everything, you have the option of feeling full. Under these conditions, you may not stray for fulfillment outside, as everything is already there.

Practice Perfection
Numerous people have this same spiritual philosophy. Yet many, as discussed above, have had issues with betrayal of love. Therefore, why, on earth, would they stray?

It is important to recognize that all of us are human and as such, are subject to the physical temptations of this world. None of us, in the physical form, is perfect. Yes, we have the perfect spirit of God within us. However, the spiritual concept of wholeness needs constant support since the physical body is in a perpetual struggle to subdue the spirit within you. The intellect, or physical side of you, wishes to stop your spirit from coming forward as it sees it as a threat to the body. To be immune to the appeal of the physical senses, one must continually remain alert, without distractions. Therefore, it is beneficial to practice a daily regimen of communing with your spirit to keep you on target. You can easily accomplish this by meditation.

Refuting Actions
Another item to consider is that the path to spirituality is not easy. There are those dark forces in the universe who wish to suppress the perfect spirit of light within you. Those individuals who are working the spiritual path and who practice the constructive attributes of love, understanding, compassion, honor, honesty and humility are under more fierce attack from those destructive forces. This is a good explanation why you may witness many preachers, evangelists, and spiritual teachers having scandalous relationships.

However, the spiritual process is not one of judgment, but of love. Recognizing this can help all of humanity to remain focused on the goal of spiritual ascension. If you have cheated, look within to find the answers. The answer is there and, once found, can be a source of never-ending love. However, due to your physical limitations, it is important to look to that source daily to remember your connection to the whole. If you do, you may never feel the need to be unfaithful to your loved one again.

All numbers exert vibrations from both sides of our world, both light and dark. Therefore, in any Universal Month and Year you can expect to see both constructive and destructive influences. Since we all have choice, people can bring forward whatever traits they wish. Some people will be more influenced by the constructive aspects, while others will be prone to the destructive impressions. However, it is more likely that each of us will feel the effects of each, both constructive and destructive. Now, let us look at the influences for June 2010, which is a 9 Universal Month in a 3 Universal Year.

The number 9′s influence is one of endings. Indeed, 9 is the last number in an epicycle that runs from 1 through 9. Therefore, it is a time when one will have the feeling of completion, or finishing projects.

In addition, 9 is the most humanitarian number, unlike its opposite number, the 1, which has a more self-centered influence. Therefore, during this 9 Universal month, one may well be in a very giving mood. Be ready to proceed with good works for the benefit of others. Combining the energies of the existing 3 Universal Year for the calendar year 2010, you may well be so endowed to help others, not only through your attitude of friendliness and congeniality, but also through creative expressions.

However, since June 2010 is a 9 Universal Month in a 3 Universal Year, there could be a bit of scattered energies and moodiness. Although the first half of the year may have brought you many allowances, you may now be feeling a bit unfulfilled and empty. A 3 Universal Year has the optimism of celebration, but the ending influence of the 9 Universal Month may bring about the feeling one has the day after such a party. In other words, for reasons you unknown to you, you may have a minor case of exhaustion. This is because under a 9 trend, it is a time of letting go of many things that no longer serve you.

This influence includes all aspects of your live, including romance. In love, since this is a month of finality, you may also feel the emotional chaos of some relationship issues. You may end one or more relationships. However, remember that you are going through a ‘cleansing’ time. Therefore, those relationships will remain that have value and importance to you. If the relationship is not worth holding on to, it will go away.

Not to worry, however, for next month, in July 2010, you will have plenty of opportunities to prepare for the new, as July 2010 will be a Universal month of beginnings. Therefore, at the end of this month of June 2010, you will have more clarity on the direction you must take. You will know where to put your focus the rest of the year. So, while you may be going through some emotional difficulties right now, by month’s end, you may also anticipate the new beginnings available to you next month.

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Cindy L. Herb has used her best efforts in preparing these predictions and any accompanying materials and therefore, makes no representation or warranties with respect to the accuracy, applicability, fitness, or completeness of the above predictions. The information contained herein is strictly for entertainment purposes. Therefore, if you wish to apply the concepts from this information, you are taking full responsibility for your actions.

Every effort has been made to represent these predictions and their potential accurately. However, there is no guarantee about you or your life using this material.

Cindy L. Herb disclaims any warranties (express or implied) for any purpose and shall in no event be held liable to any party for any direct, indirect, punitive, special, incidental or other consequential damages arising directly or indirectly from any use of this material, which is provided ‘as is’, and without warranties.

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I have always loved birds, especially doves. I have a large tree in my backyard and oftentimes, there will be over a dozen doves sitting in that tree at one time. Although they have been known to perch on the window ledge and make nests in the bushes on the east side of my house directly outside my bedroom, I love to wake up in the morning to the sound of their cooing.

A few years ago, I noticed a mother dove had planted herself on top of the far corner post of my fence. As I went to investigate, I realized she had a nest on top of that post. She did not move for weeks. Finally, a little baby dove emerged and I watched curiously as that little one learned to fly. It took several days before it could fly successfully. The little bird took small steps to learn to fly, first mastering the bottom rung of my fence, then the top rung, and finally taking off across the yard; without the constant care of the mother dove, this tiny bird would not have been able to accomplish this feat.

Within the last week, another dove has settled into a new nest in my yard. The bird, quite industrious, made a nest in an abandoned hanging flower basket. Located right outside my back door on the patio, the basket hangs from a curved, inverted wrought iron hook attached to the east patio wall. Therefore, the hanging basket and makeshift bird’s nest protrudes approximately one foot from the wall and is situated about five feet in the air, safely tucked away from other intruders, such as cats or squirrels.

Since its discovery, I find myself quite drawn to watch and protect the bird. The mother bird rarely leaves the nest. It can sit for almost twenty-four hours without moving. It is amazing. When my yardmen appeared the other day to cut the grass, I gave strict instructions not to disturb the nest. The bird did fly off during all the commotion. However, within hours, she lovingly appeared again and took up her position over the small egg.

There are other birds in nature, such as mockingbirds and blue jays, who have built nests in my yard. However, no bird is ever as peaceful as the dove. Although mockingbirds sing beautifully, if you inadvertently get too close to their nests, they will dive bomb you incessantly. I have seen mockingbirds, and blue jays alike, attack many an animal that strayed too close to their young, including dogs, cats, squirrels and other birds.

However, the mothering instinctive behavior of the dove is more than just a force of nature. I believe the dove has true nurturing abilities. From my observations, I understand why the dove is considered the symbol of peace. Although I have walked very close to the nest, the bird simply flies away and does not attack. Furthermore, the bird returns despite any adversity. It simply waits patiently for things to change and calm down.

Furthermore, the dove has the additional patience of Job as it sits for hours and weeks, waiting for its egg to hatch. I have noticed the dove sit without moving during the cold, during severe wind, and during rain. Nothing seems to phase the bird from its mission of protecting its egg, not even the lack of food or shelter.

In today’s society, everything is rush, rush, rush. Many of us become frustrated and angry if things we want to happen in our lives do not occur almost instantaneously, as we are accustomed to things moving at this quick pace. If others get in your way, you may attack them until they leave you alone. You may want change now. You may be unhappy with your relationships, job, financial situation, health, or life.

In Matthew 6 of the Bible, we learn that the spirit of God takes care of every creature, no matter how small. The dove is secure with this knowledge and does not drift from its course of creating a new life. It is the ultimate mother, both nurturing and peaceful. It continues to wait unwearyingly for its egg to hatch.

Consider taking a lesson from the mother dove, bird of peace. Wait uncomplainingly for the new life you are birthing to come forth—the new life of spiritual ascension within you. No matter the cold attitudes of others, the winds of change, or the rain and storms of life, stay the course. Do not let others ruffle your feathers. Simply fly away from trouble and return to that place of peace when things have calmed down. Do not abandon your post and worry about other things. You will be taken care of by the spirit of God just as occurs with the dove. In doing so, you will be rewarded with a beautiful new life—a life that will allow you to soar high!